~Frustrations~

I'm suppose to be in class but I'm over at the computer lab updating this blog and doing my assignments. Well, since I only missed like 1 time, never mind-LAH!

I actually feel kinda frustrated when I see and listen to my coursemates. All of them are like just playing a fool only. It's like that they just do not care about classes and all. Today's class is suppose to start at approximately 9 a.m. but when I call them up, all of them are at home or just woke up. Kanasai leh! Anyway, I'll be joining another class next semester so no frets. I'm the only student from the marketing course in class. Gosh, no way! I prefer to go online.

Speaking of online, feel so sad. My line is already disconnected and cannot go online at home. Cannot go on Friendster for a few days. I don't know, recently it's like I'm hooked on the net. Everyday internet, internet, internet. Man.. I'll feel so lost in Penang furthermore I'll be there a whole week (sobz sobz)!

Anyone going to Penang? Must find me there k? Feel so sienz only and still no CNY mood eventhough the days are drawing.

Oh yea, thanks Dollface for yesterday. I really had a great time. Practice hard okay! Hope one day you can beat me at that game. But until then, muahahahahahaha (sinister+twisted+evil!). Too bad we didn't dance yesterday. I mean for ez2dancer. Nevermind. We'll find another day after CNY. Right?

Better move on with my assignment. Hoping to submit it before lunchtime. Cyah!

The Pursuit For HAPPY

Over these days, I've been down to IOI, Giant and Tesco to find a reload for Happy cause they say Digi reload is different.

Eventhough it is called Happy, I feel more frustrated than happy.

You see, when I bought the simpack, they said we can reload at petrol kiosk, 7-11 and blah blah blah but not at the phone dealer shop.

When I went to Giant to reload cause it's expiring end of the month, the booth is no longer there (KANASAI!). I went to 7-11 to ask and they tell me cannot. Gosh, It really made me fuming mad. I was told to go Tesco MyNews.com but they told me it was sold out. I had to call the customer service and they were saying reload via atm (my atm has long been emptied since I quit work), Petronas my mesra kiosk (I dun even drive and there's none over here), Giant Ciggarette Couner (Damn, too far, didn't want to go another time), MyNews.com (Went there and they say dun have). His last alternate is find anyshop using e-pay. I thought of just giving up.

But guess what, when I went to my usual mini market to buy ciggarettes, I realize they had e-pay (HOORAY!). The uncle has always been very friendly and he actually help me check the system. Alas, my search was not in vain, coincidence made me HAPPY at last....

So right now, it's 4.52am and blogging this down after playing warcraft tower defence for 3-4 hours in the CC.

The moral of the story is... Must always go to regular mini market to buy ciggarettes :P

Just kidding...

Too free for words~~

It's 6.45 in the morning and honestly, I really got nothing better to do.. so check this out...


DONT CLICK HERE!


Be my guess...

Oh by the way, 1 thing..

Remember my name, you'll be screaming it later... muahahahahaha (evil)

:P

Of betrayal and deceit (version 2)

In my older post in my old friendster account, I actually posted the same title (unfortunately the account was closed down!)

Here's a simple question:

What will you do if you know the one of your friend is being betrayed by one guy he treats real nicely?

Here's a little case study:

You are being a 3rd party in this case. Your friend (he does not have much IQ and EQ). He is good to everyone and there is this little guy who is said to be considered homeless (more to sampah masyarakat if you ask me!) is allowed to stay at his place temporarily. One day, your friend lost his pack of ciggaretts and cash in his own home. You so happen to know that it is taken by the guy who is taking shelter in his house. What will you do?

You see, if you read my previous post, there was this 16 year old kid.. if you remember. He had been 'homeless' for a few days and stayed in my friend's house. The rest of the story is as stated in the case study.

I just got to know of this when I was having a drink with my 'brothers' of different mothers and got to know of it. You may say I'm sampat or nosy but among the group, everyone are brothers, how can this be allowed to happen? Until now, my friend still does not know about it but somehow, I really feel I must do something about it...

Any good ideas? Should I break his fingers? Should I teach him another unforgettable lesson? Or should I just ignore?

FRUSTRATION!!!!!!!

Well, at least I will get a sandbag to let go of my other frustration if I'm permitted to take the action.. hooray..

We'll see tonight when I see both of them.. Cheerios!

Priceless

Cheap (I mean really cheap and yucky!) Booze
- RM 29.90

Ciggarettes
- RM 8.20

Seeing the guy you dislike drunk as a monkey and embarassing himself
- PRICELESS!!!

Enough said!

madness...

23rd January.. Simply a day of madness...

It all started out when I went to look for a good friend who stays nearby to 'yum cha'. Well, I wanted to leave by midnight but god knows what happened and I got dragged into joining them to have some hard drinks.

Well, at 1st we started to hang out at the nearby cyber cafe to wait for the other members. Guess what? Can you imagine a cyber cafe which suddenly has no connection? Stupid... I was still in MSN chatting! Stupid! Lucky for them they were the only CC in this area! Or else I sure gonna boycott them! So inefficient! Just when the customer is at the max... the line gets disconnected...

After such frustration, we ended up hanging out at Wawasan 2 where the liquor shop is located at (walking is possible!). Those crazy guys chose Mr. Winston dry gin. The worst thing is we had to drink it 'raw'! At 1st we wanted to start out 'sulam' style (Sarawak style? Drinking 1 by 1 wif only 1 cup?) but after finding the horrible taste, we just gave the excuse of buying burgers and left a stupid 16 yo idiot to finish up half a bottle by the time we came back. The best part was he actually drank half of that foul liquid. The worst part was we made him finish another 6 glasses before he was so drunk he didn't even know his own name. And in 1 of it Clift added ciggarette ash inside (Kinda wasted though that my horns was not out yet or else I would have added even more! Muahahahaha!).

That was just the beginning! The real party started when my good friend's brother-in-law, raveen joined along. The Mr. Winston was given to one of the malay guys selling burger and we bought Club 99 whisky. Raveen slapped that 16 yo idiot senseless when he just fell asleep in the park. Wished I had taken a photo of that. And so, me, my good friend, Clift, Raveen and Loon took out the whole bottle 'sulam' style while waiting for another member to come. Gosh, beside that time Deepavali, I don't think I have been this drunk in my life!

When Raveen's member Saga the cop came down, we opened yet another bottle of whisky. My legs were weak and my breath was heavy already. Gosh, if I was older, I guess I would have gotten stroke... Thank goodness the malay gang came along to join the party and drank all my part. HUHU!!!!

Off next, due to the heavy stench, I couldn't just go back cause my mom has the nose of a hound.

The smell of alchohol = DISASTER!

We went back to the CC we came from in the 1st place and donated even more just to play more stupid games and online a while. Call me crazy but whoever wanna challenge me in endurance of not sleeping, bring it on! (Challenge will be accepted if prizes are reasonble!)

By 9.30am (AM seriously!), I'm back home, playing CS and checking more mail and getting my bath and woilah! I'm out again! This time to Clift's house to help him install some games and stuff. I tried calling him on his cell but there was no pick up. Eventually, I just went straight to his doorstep and he is still sleeping! I'm so tired and my head is spinning and he's SLEEPING! GOOD! REALLY NUMBER ONE! But thankgoodness his mom actually allowed me to enter his room and wake him up BY ALL MEANS NECESSARY! The PC he wanted to install games was kinda pathetic. Seriously, besides his speakers, I really don't even wanna talk bout how 'good' it is. But here's a few: the hard disc is only 20Gig times 2 drives. The ram is just 256! The saddest part, for what it took me to transfer a 1.3 gig file, it took 20 times the time! Sad sad sad...
But knowing Clift, when he got the dough, he will straight away just go and get the things needed to upgrade.

This ended up taking us to Imbi plaza, Low Yat, Sg Wang. We wanted to take the monorial but OMFG, the crowd q-ing up just to buy the ticket is madness. We decided to take a cab which at 1st charged us 8 bucks minus the meter just to Low Yat. All was smooth sailing until we reach Hang Tuah LRT station. The jam is seemingly forever (if you normally walk to Times Square from Pudu Jail, you will know why!). The driver gave up and just dropped us at the monorail station and charged us 5 bucks. He given up all hope that the traffic will be moving 100 meters in the next 20 minutes. We just took a stroll since it was just so near. The saddening part was when crossing the road. 2 fAt @$$ cops were just waving their hands around and making the traffic so so slow. I guess besides us, millions of others are also cursing these stupid SOBs! And the badge 'saya anti rasuah', yea right as if! U think for yourself...

As far as I know, Sg Wang and Low Yat was really SUPER PACKED! The people there are buying things as if everything is free! Wish I could be so carefree like them when spending as if there's no tomorrow. But our goal there was just to accompany Clift to get his Ram and internal hard drive. I got stoned due to the lack of sleep = remix music played by the shops (Who says you need drugs to get high?)

After hours of walking and headache, we alas bought what was needed and went down to Kota Raya instead. That place, unlike Sg Wang is rather quiet. Even the Indons don't seem like wanting to come out (which is a good thing for us). We played games, we played snooker (where the points don't even matter) and had a stroll in Petaling Street. Todays is just very scary. Very few stalls closed compared to a few weeks ago when I went for my new year shopping. Can say half of the stalls are closed. We had dinner there and manage to see how the hawkers run/close their booth before DBKL came. One thing about PS, there a sign board saying DILARANG MENJUAL BARANG CETAK ROMPAK (NO SELLING PIRATED ITEMS) but the agony is, 90% of the things sold in PS are pirated. From Gucci to Nike to LV to SOFTHARD... Who cares if it is pirated? As long as it is cheap! I can buy more of the same item than to buy just ONE of those brands and some totalled up is not even half of the retail price of the real thing.

My day does not stop here, we ended up not going straight back but to Puteri just to 'Lo Sang (Yee Sang)'. My god, it's not even new year and we are already doing it! People must be thinking are we mad? I wonder that myself too..

Anyway, It took me an hour just to type this and I'm getting blur again. So, Peace and Lights Out!

BTW: Thanks Dana, u gave me back a small piece of my long lost memory... u may not understand what I'm saying, I may not even know if it is said correctly.. but thanks a lot!

CYAH!!!!


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Don't make her cry.. Don't make him cry...

I was reading in friendster bulletin and I read this:

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore...
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
if you let her go, she couldn't go backt o being herself anymore...(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, Except infront of the person who she love the most,
she becomes weak..(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most,
she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you, when she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think....Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
Infront of you, And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry, Because crying silently is nolonger possible,
the pain, hurt, n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside...
Guys, Think about it...
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And all because of you,
Its time to lookback on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it.
Coz one day....
It may be too late for regrets,It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my friends...Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do this to a girl,You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love YOU the most..

I was pondering.. If girls like this, how bout us guys?
Have we not have any feeling too?
Have we not put down our egos and cried in front of them as well?
So if guys don't appreciate girls, they may not find the right one after that? But if girls don;t appreciate guys? Who to be accounted for?

Think bout that... guys are also humans... not all guys are jerks!

The pursuit of happiness当幸福来敲门

I was just watching The Pursuit of Happiness for the umpteen times and man this show never fails to make me cry.

Based on the true story of Chris Gardner, who secured an internship with a stock brokerage firm while homeless, the film stars Will Smith as Gardner and Smith's real-life son Jaden Smith as Gardner's son Christopher. Although the film differs from Gardner's real-life experiences in various respects, it recounts many of the unusual events faced by Gardner while pursuing the internship and caring for Christopher.

It's really a good story. Perhaps I'll get the DVD if I ever spot it. If not, too bad la. But this story is really a great one...

I like that part where his son tell him this:

One day, a man was drowning...
There came a boat and they asked "Hey! you need any help over there?"
That man said:"No! God will save me!"
Then, came a second boat and they said:" Hey, need any help?"
That man said:" No! God will save me!"
That man drowned and went to heaven...
He asked God:"Why didn't you save me?"
God replied:"I sent 2 boat you idiot!"

It's true.. people these days.. They do not even try to help themselves, how do they expect people or even God to help them? Think bout that!

If anyone's interested, just click<<THIS>> link and you may watch this show for free...

Man.. wish I had a dad like him....

Signing out and ready 2 zzz... cyah!

母老虎

Huhu.. I just love this video.. MC Hot Dog RAWKS!!!

我家的母老虎 我家的母老虎 很唧歪 很唧歪 ! Huhu!!

So, what has been happening of late? Nothing really.. Things has been quite slow really. All the plans that I made beginning of the week was never a success. The people I was suppose to meet during my non-class days are too busy to meet up. But hey, it's okay, iI got all the time in the world!

This week, I've been drinking more than I ever drank in a year. Drink, drank and drunk. Hehe. At least it makes me hate the feeling more. Smoking also, I smoke more but I'll make sure I'll quit by my dateline. My wallet has been gaining weight already which is a good thing. More $$$ to enjoy later!

Anyway, next week hopefully all my plans will go smoothly.

Ciaoz!

Boring..

things have been boring recently (but the activities are already stacking up). Since a few friends were back, at least now we gat to play basketball and now I can play GTA:San Andreas... Hooray..

Sadly, the most annoying thing is my bad habit is coming back to me. Wanna know what? Nah, I won't tell you all... Just kidding!
Even though my body is hyper tired, somehow I have no will to sleep. Sounds crazy but this has been going on for a few days. Really cannot stand it. Somebody save me! I don't know, by nightfall and when everyone has gone home and deep into slumber, I just think too much which makes me don't feel like sleeping. Crazy huh?

Anyway, on the bus, I actually managed to see Karen Kong face to face... how rare is this opportunity. She just came up the bus and was doing shooting for CNY... Which made me late for my lunch appointment...

Anyway, just glad everyone's around when I need them (You know who you are!). Thanks a million!

Adios!

The story of a poor dog...

2nd post of the day. I really just can't sleep.

A few months back, I saw the corpse of a dog lying at the middle of the highway near the lamp post at Tmn Kinrara highway. This poor dog was a hit and run victim of some stupid inconsiderate driver who just left it there to rot (How does he sleep at night?).

Over these few months, I've been going in and out of that area and having to cross the road to the busstop. I've seen it from injuries to having maggots eating it's flesh to slowly becoming dust. As I pass yesterday, I still see the last of that poor doggy's bone remains at that very same spot?

Can you guess the problem?

If you have the right IQ and EQ, you must be thinking, crazy ah? A corpse there for so long without anyone bothering about it? Simply rediculous and outragous! For heaven sake, the stench in the past was unbearable but now there's none and yet not a single person bothers to remove the bones? For crying out loud! How'd you like if you got banged by a car and nobody bothers to even take your corpse away? What happened to the part where we say dogs are man's best friend? Pathetic! Simply pathetic! What the heck are those people doing? Do they deserve receiving their paychecks when they can't even get rid of 1 simple pile of bones?

Damn!

Anyway, may that poor doggy's soul rest in peace....

To any dog lovers who would like to adopt dogs, please feel free to contact me at angelboy.flames@gmail.com . The dogs ready to be adopted are from the Furry Friends Farm located quite far from town. They may not be pedigrees but they sure are active, friendly and loving and not forgetting, adorable. They're real darlings. Here's a few pics from my last visit.

Don't you just love them? Hehe! Perhaps meeting them might help mend this broken heart of mine...

So long.. goodbye...

It's a devastating day.. 9th January 2008. The beginning of the year which brings the end of something that has been consider very very very important in my life - The person I love the most (U wun know how much I actually loved and cared).

2 Years and 13 days,
All the sweet moments,
All the sour moments,
Now are just ashes,
Ashes of the past,
We laughed together,
We cried together,
We held on through good and hard times.
Sadly,
It's all over now,
We really are not meant to be,
Love turns sour,
Joy turns to frustration,
It had to stop,
For the best of us.
Sorry...

Eventhough I said I have no more tears, these tears appear and can't seem to fade away while I'm typing this and listening to Samson's Kenangan Terindah. Have I made a mistake? I've made up my mind! Please don't stop me! Just like what Tun Mahathir said in his step down speech.

Boy will I miss your touch, the soft touch of your lips and all the times we embraced together. Sorry things never got out the way it should be. Sorry we never got to see eye to eye in many things. Hope you will be happier after this. 1431314!



Jyn and Jie
27th December 2005 - 9th January 2008

1431314!

Goodbye!

Ur always on my mind...




Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu...
Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku...
Kau lah cinta sejati
Oh....

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Ooh...

The week that was.. and still is...

Just the 1st week of this brand new year and things just don't seem right. Many many problems at the beginning... is this a bad sign?

Well, 1st of all, my internet line is down til god knows when and I may be cutting the line cause I'm totally not satisfied for what I'm getting. (I'm actually writing this blog in my pathetic college computer lab while in class) So sad, cannot play MSN.

2nd bad new is My Friendster is hacked and terminated. Haih. Feel kinda upset.. The sad part is I do not know how long will it take to add back everyone.... sad sad sad...

Anyway, pray hard that I can get a better line ASAP-lah!

Time to go.. Ciaoz!